A new blog...Yes, yet again!!!

This might not be the time to create a new blog, coz i havent been able to be regular at my old blog.. this might not be even the time to write a post here, coz i have soo many other impending tasks to be done..But WTF!!! I need some time off the things that i do everyday..i need some time to be with myself and think about the right things..The other day i was talking with Subbu and he just went on saying the things that were echoing inside me for long, but i just avoided. But, it was true...and i can emphatize with him, coz i know how it feels to be avoided by so many people all at once...that too for such a long duration..But u dont fikar Subbu...i will call u up once in a blue moon to light up ur mood and day...

Ok, so i have given the GMAT...cracked it too...only to realise that it isnt all that important!!! While preparing for the GMAT, it seemed to be the most important aspect of the application package...but now i realise that thought a less than average GMAT scsore is a disadvantage a very good GMAT score isnt that big an advantage (esp. at the top tier schools) and in most likelihood, it just gets discounted and the Adcoms look at the other aspects of your profile..Only had i known this earlier...i wouldn have spent days together struggling to imporve my verbal score from 36 to 41...

But the application process is pretty interesting..It has made a realise a lot of things about myself..Earlier, i was just a profile with lots of data..with so many facts..and now suddenly i feel that what's and when's of my life have been complimented with the why's and how's...I realise that there is a very strong motivation inside me that drives me to achieve more that what i would otherwise. It makes me stay up that one hour longer, try that one more time and walk that one mile more that what is required. And it makes me glad :-)

Of course, there is a flip side to the application process also...there are these daunting questions which come and haunt you.. and everytime you think u have a good responce ready...just penning it down makes u feel ridiculous about urself...

Other things happening in life:

• Trip to Munnar and Tekkady - aWeSoMe :-) I have this liking for hilly areas, even with the acrophobia... I'm full of ironies and confilcting emotions...
• Plan to go down to Hyderabad for the festival... Noone might meet me...noone might even know that i am in town...but mom and dad will make the trip worthwhile.. I dunno since when i have become this family loving kind of a person..
• Darden essays have to be rewritten...Oye Moti...where r u babes???I need ur suggestions and help in some of these..
• Lost my ATM debt card :-( This caused a pandamonium, which seems funny now...

Current mood: Cheerful

Song that i'm hummin: Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jate hain..... (Train)

Thats it for now...Will write more laters, as and when life starts rolling...